Pretty Little Wallflower


I'm Brandee and I'm trying to figure myself out. Are you?

“The earth is speaking to us, but we can’t hear because of all the racket our senses are making. Sometimes
we need to erase them, erase our senses.
Then maybe the earth will touch us.
The universe will speak.
The stars will whisper.”
-Stargirl Caraway


"Everything is more complicated than you think. You only see a tenth of what is true. There are a million little strings attached to every choice you make; you can destroy your life every time you choose. But maybe you won’t know for twenty years. And you’ll never ever trace it to its source. And you only get one chance to play it out. Just try and figure out your own divorce. And they say there is no fate, but there is: it’s what you create. Even though the world goes on for eons and eons, you are here for a fraction of a fraction of a second. Most of your time is spent being dead or not yet born. But while alive, you wait in vain, wasting years, for a phone call or a letter or a look from someone or something to make it all right. And it never comes or it seems to but doesn’t really. And so you spend your time in vague regret or vaguer hope for something good to come along. Something to make you feel connected, to make you feel whole, to make you feel loved. And the truth is I’m so angry and the truth is I’m so fucking sad, and the truth is I’ve been so fucking hurt for so fucking long and for just as long have been pretending I’m OK, just to get along, just for, I don’t know why, maybe because no one wants to hear about my misery, because they have their own, and their own is too overwhelming to allow them to listen to or care about mine. Well, fuck everybody. Amen.”

22nd December 2009

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22nd December 2009

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22nd December 2009

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Quiz

  • Put your mp3 player on shuffle.
  • For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
  • You MUST write the title of the song that comes up no matter how silly.
    • If someone says, “Are you okay?” you say… On the Street Where You Live.
    • How would you describe yourself? As Ugly As I Seem
    • What do you like in a guy or girl? So Jealous
    • How do you feel today? Punch Your Lights Out
    • What is your life’s purpose? Conclusion
    • What’s your motto? No Hardcore Dancing in the Living Room
    • What do your friends think of you? Empty Handed
    • What do your parents think of you? Midnight Voyage
    • What do you think about very often? Missing You
    • What is 2+2? Supposed to Grow Old
    • What do you think of your best friend? You Could Have Both
    • What is your life story? Poison
    • What do you want to be when you grow up? Babydoll
    • What do you think when you see the person you like? Sunny Day
    • What will you dance to at your wedding? This Time
    • What will they play at your funeral? The First Time
    • What is your hobby / interest? Tonight I Am Going to Wash the Hippy
    • What is your biggest fear? Use Somebody
    • What is your biggest secret? As Lovers Go
    • What do you want right now? Please, Please

22nd December 2009

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22nd December 2009

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I should tape myself everytime I dance .

jaaaynicole:

cus I’ll make a tight choreography while jus chillin’ and won’t remember what exactly I did when I wanna try and use it . LOL .

This is why you should get a video camera

21st December 2009

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Why do these look like the photos from my myspace blog?

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Why do these look like the photos from my myspace blog?

21st December 2009

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my ways of dealing with stress.

brittanyotter:

jezxa:

brittanyotter:

jezxa:

  1. writing.
  2. music
  3. masturbation
  4. chain smoking.
twinz !

brittany, fly yourself to rockford and watch harry potter with me.
RIGHT NOW.

holy shit I would ! I’m not even kidding haha. ‘cept in stupid vegas.

21st December 2009

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20th December 2009

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Are you anybody’s favorite person?

20th December 2009

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My sisters tattoo. If you get it you get it, if you don’t… don’t worry I didn’t at first.
(It’s from Harry Potter)

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My sisters tattoo. If you get it you get it, if you don’t… don’t worry I didn’t at first.

(It’s from Harry Potter)

20th December 2009

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fresh ink done 12/17 by liz at oddity in sarasota florida. i already had the words. i love this tattoo so much. yes it is a harry potter inspired tat, which makes it even more special. hp was my only friend while i was growing up, and i am more the proud to wear my obession on my skin.

fuckyeahtattoos:

fresh ink done 12/17 by liz at oddity in sarasota florida. i already had the words. i love this tattoo so much. yes it is a harry potter inspired tat, which makes it even more special. hp was my only friend while i was growing up, and i am more the proud to wear my obession on my skin.

20th December 2009

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“lumos” in white ink.
By Christian DiMenna of Lovecraft Tattoo, Hamden, CT.

WANTWANTWANTWANT

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“lumos” in white ink.

By Christian DiMenna of Lovecraft Tattoo, Hamden, CT.

WANTWANTWANTWANT

20th December 2009

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It strikes me as odd

how everyone seems to have something different going on for them.
You don’t really think about it much; we’re all only thinking about what we’re doing and where we’re going and who’s going with us. But man, you have people who might be off ice skating and you have people who are contemplating suicide (although hopefully none are) and there’s people getting ready to go out and party and people are sitting in today wondering why they don’t have friends and there’s people traveling to Europe and Spain and Russia and you’ve got people who sit home pondering about all the people who are doing different thing that they most certainly are not doing themselves.

You think about your life up to now and you don’t think about how other peoples’ lives have been up to now. It’s so strange.