Pretty Little Wallflower


I'm Brandee and I'm trying to figure myself out. Are you?

“The earth is speaking to us, but we can’t hear because of all the racket our senses are making. Sometimes
we need to erase them, erase our senses.
Then maybe the earth will touch us.
The universe will speak.
The stars will whisper.”
-Stargirl Caraway


"Everything is more complicated than you think. You only see a tenth of what is true. There are a million little strings attached to every choice you make; you can destroy your life every time you choose. But maybe you won’t know for twenty years. And you’ll never ever trace it to its source. And you only get one chance to play it out. Just try and figure out your own divorce. And they say there is no fate, but there is: it’s what you create. Even though the world goes on for eons and eons, you are here for a fraction of a fraction of a second. Most of your time is spent being dead or not yet born. But while alive, you wait in vain, wasting years, for a phone call or a letter or a look from someone or something to make it all right. And it never comes or it seems to but doesn’t really. And so you spend your time in vague regret or vaguer hope for something good to come along. Something to make you feel connected, to make you feel whole, to make you feel loved. And the truth is I’m so angry and the truth is I’m so fucking sad, and the truth is I’ve been so fucking hurt for so fucking long and for just as long have been pretending I’m OK, just to get along, just for, I don’t know why, maybe because no one wants to hear about my misery, because they have their own, and their own is too overwhelming to allow them to listen to or care about mine. Well, fuck everybody. Amen.”

31st October 2009

Chat reblogged from Fuck Yeah Lost! with 167 notes

(from overheardinnewyork.com)

  • Girl #1: This whole Ben situation is really starting to piss me off.
  • Girl #2: I know! I just don't know what his deal is!
  • Girl #1: He called me like twelve times yesterday.
  • Girl #2 (stops): He called you? (pauses for a moment) Oh, you mean Ben your boyfriend!
  • Girl #1: As opposed to?
  • Girl #2: Ben from Lost.
  • Girl #1: Don't talk to me for an hour, please.
  1. myidentity reblogged this from awkwardlyawesome
  2. garfunkit reblogged this from awkwardlyawesome and added:
    yay lost. Ben's eyes are fucking creepy.
  3. trydefyinggravity reblogged this from awkwardlyawesome
  4. awkwardlyawesome reblogged this from claygharrison
  5. claygharrison reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  6. brandeemichelle reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  7. nothingofanyimportance reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  8. leinarodz reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  9. dreambackwards reblogged this from fuckyeahlost and added:
    I laughed for a while at this one...
  10. shaunnashindig reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  11. sweetsweetcakes reblogged this from spiritlikeneworleans
  12. beauregarde reblogged this from preachelectric
  13. preachelectric reblogged this from follow-the-white-rabbit
  14. momentarily reblogged this from dreamsincolor
  15. ingalunda reblogged this from dreamsincolor
  16. dreamsincolor reblogged this from follow-the-white-rabbit
  17. volitions reblogged this from follow-the-white-rabbit
  18. abooth202 reblogged this from follow-the-white-rabbit
  19. follow-the-white-rabbit reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  20. earlyfrost reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  21. marybadonsky reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  22. switchingoff reblogged this from spiritlikeneworleans
  23. spiritlikeneworleans reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  24. homeforfaces reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  25. abarkerwoof reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  26. chamberofsecrets reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  27. abeautifulstar reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  28. shesgoingplaces reblogged this from myonlyappeal
  29. myonlyappeal reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  30. dazzlingchou reblogged this from maafna
  31. rebelrouser reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  32. maafna reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  33. mparis reblogged this from fuckyeahlost and added:
    Although not under these specific circumstances, this has happened to me. I have referred to fictional Jack instead of...
  34. heenzbeanz reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  35. kristenfromkansas reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  36. blackbirddd reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  37. professionalsmartass reblogged this from fuckyeahlost and added:
    Yeah, yeah, yeah, I have a problem, but this is funny as shit.
  38. badwobot reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  39. emilyebert reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  40. couldyoufallformeforever reblogged this from fuckyeahlost and added:
    I couldn't stop laughing when I read this. This could happen to me too. I seriously love lost and heroes.
  41. gabrielayuso reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  42. littlefavours reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  43. hypotheticalamus reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  44. imitosis reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  45. chantdurossignol reblogged this from murphyslaw
  46. theskyscraper reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  47. skylerelizabeth reblogged this from welcometoross
  48. schiver reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  49. crimebycrime reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  50. welcometoross reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  51. itsnotthatserious reblogged this from r3d
  52. xharuki reblogged this from jumbledemotion
  53. libbymae reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  54. kiyabluebird reblogged this from jumbledemotion
  55. jumbledemotion reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  56. agirlandherdog reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  57. joycerica reblogged this from fuckyeahlost and added:
    from fckyeahlost
  58. soace reblogged this from fajitatime
  59. notso reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  60. fivefifteen reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  61. windowblues reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  62. dannorton reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  63. balboa reblogged this from r3d
  64. r3d reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  65. greenfog reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  66. fajitatime reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  67. jaw3 reblogged this from murphyslaw
  68. rand0mflora reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  69. sujay reblogged this from fuckyeahlost and added:
    (from overheardinnewyork.com)
  70. sureporcelain reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  71. cardinology- reblogged this from fuckyeahlost
  72. fuckyeahlost reblogged this from murphyslaw
  73. murphyslaw posted this